Thursday, January 28, 2010

Prince < 3 Princess

I could most def be happy with you,
But for some reason i feel as if there is something in the relationship we have now ill lose.
As a friend i most def love you as anything more yes i like you but we can only be friends.
You gave me a reason why your self, but Hun your reasoning was wrong
Its just because i personally am afraid of pain
To either hurt you or you hurt myself something i just cant do.
So for now ill just stop here knowing if you have questions you'll call
So, as a person and a friend i love you as you are
Ill forever keep the name we gave me and the story behind it.
Kisses prince pie, always remember that FRIDAYS night.
Well its almost that time. I'm Cinderella telling you goodnight.
No.1

Monday, January 25, 2010

Suicide

Life
To give a mind that is ever so great
To tell a secret that may overwhelm
To take in life and remember it as is
To embrace your life and make sure someone else will live
:)
MaYbe
To with hold a mind ever so great
To keep a secret that my take your breath away
To hold out on life and forget it as is
To give your life so someone else can live
To write this would be a suicide poem
So why the poem above is not quiet so long?
Death is preferred
_ no im not suicidal this poem has meaning..
No.1

Friday, January 15, 2010

Funny.

Funny how you don't expect something and you get what you don't expect times five.
Funny how when someones name is brought up in conversation how they'll pop up in some shape way form or fashion.
Funny how it actually takes time for things to change although the actions that caused that change may have happened in what seemed to be a split second.
Funny how nothing seems to matter until you're sitting there thinking of what happen, how it happen, and why.
to be continued...
No.1

Friday, November 6, 2009

questioning.. maybe.?

about he I'm thinkin' not understanding but i know what I'm feeling yet how to explain, if i tried, conceiveing it you would not be able to. which love is love? for him or he, him thinking for me for she, he thinking for her for they. all still have no idea what love is anyway. but still we stay pretending, lying, actin' like we're comprehending. but we arnt. so why am i still here wishing that one day i could explain to him what he does to the inside of me. never physically but emotionally i have not i.d.ed exactly what it means. maybe he understands and can explain to me, but me, i, I'm definitely afraid to say and or ask he, ill just stay to me. let he be he and let him become the man he is destined to be.
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Friday, October 30, 2009

Title:__________

When she cares to call and state she misses you, believe its fact.
When she stays up all night when you have had a bad day, she will always be there
When she says she loves you, never question unless you have reason to
When you are always on her mind, all she is thinking about is the last time everything was perfect
When she thinks to write your name in hearts, but refuses shes afraid of more than many things
When she takes her time to write something like this;___you finish the sentence___.
No.1

Him, he, she, me.

as i live i continue to learn allot about myself, life, and love. those that surround me understand me, love me for me. those who love me surround me because of my ability to live breath and let love. those who understand me are just as me and i would be unique. see now if i loved "he" but "he" loves she and she only cares that "he" doesn't love me i let thee love "he" instead of me loving "he" because i love me and don't need "he" to love me but "Him" he has no choice "Him" he loves me for me "Him" he has always been there and "Him" he said he will always be and in his case and this case only i believe. "Him" he knows who he is but "he" has absolutely no idea. "Him" he understands life or at least has an idea "he" on the other hand is still being he, never changing constant slope down hill is the only rearranging. but i love "Him" in every which way yet "he" in his case will always remain where "he" is, just standing, waiting, praying, that one day i will turn back to he. only i cant because when i am turned to face he the 'same-ol-same' is what i see; no growth, no mental ageing. "Him" he has taken me to be.
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Sunday, October 4, 2009

Love vs Love

to love and to be loved soul-ly different
to love and to love together are like water and fire
water: comes in drops and vast amounts
fire on the other hand: is hot no matter how small or large the flame
right or wrong it all burns the same
i guess you can say love is blind but none of that matters when it has made you a deer in headlights
of it most is afraid, some don't see it coming, and the rest is ready to be loved and love with all they have
no matter what no matter when.. it just simply doesn't matter
all that matters is when you love you are truly loved back
<3
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