Sometimes it's like ..

Sometimes I feel like I'm needed

Sometimes more like a want

Most of the time like a waist of time

But at the end of the day this is where I am

Some sort of emotional ride

Sometimes I feel like this is where Im supposed to be

Other times not so much

I guess what's shared is what keeps it together ..

Cause if I know me like I know like I know me there would be no wondering

There would be no tears

There would be no wrong

Forgiveness would be more like an instant ..

But it's not .

Silly games would be played

But mind games would not ..

All life grows and I'm aware it takes time

It's not a process we can rush I know

Yet sometimes still I wonder

To be or not to be ..