Sometimes it's like ..

Sometimes I feel like I'm needed

Sometimes more like a want

Most of the time like a waist of time

But at the end of the day this is where I am

Some sort of emotional ride

Sometimes I feel like this is where Im supposed to be

Other times not so much

I guess what's shared is what keeps it together ..

Cause if I know me like I know like I know me there would be no wondering

There would be no tears

There would be no wrong

Forgiveness would be more like an instant ..

But it's not .

Silly games would be played

But mind games would not ..

All life grows and I'm aware it takes time

It's not a process we can rush I know

Yet sometimes still I wonder

To be or not to be ..

Just a thought .

Naturally we think

And I could've sworn .. Well, I thought the thought I was thinking was it

It wasn't

Normally we guess before we know

When first questioned I wasn't sure

Then from the way it felt I knew

Thing is when you react from within

One plus one doesn't always come to two

But if something feels right but not at all should I speak ?

It's always my fault but how is communication skills amazing deep into social media .?

Just a question

Emotions may fade

& some , hopefully fully disappear

But this one won't let me pull away .

It won't let me go .

&& either way I'm just glad to have that in my life

In no way do I wish ill onto my happiness

Sometimes I just wonder

I just wonder what's going on there

&& that's natural

Yet with my role , I should be told or hinted to

Remember I sleep here too

The two shouldn't have to wonder

The two equal one