love [In] time

I was just looking back at my past and I just laughed ..

As all the while you were the only one I felt I could ever ..

Then , it was about a month before September ..

I thought I was just helping , had no idea until a week later ..

We talk all the time until I got that line

“___ were the only one who truly _______”

I’d fill in the blank but it no longer matters ..

When I read it on Facebook for a second I thought I was being stalked

We ended up out of words , yours against mine

Someone was always mad , but we continued on ..

The deeper asked without words ..

Our conversations continued on ..

Because of time you get your respect

I know you like the back of my hand

But , it maybe time that your erased ..

Im happy , never wondering or second guessing

I hear no other excuses

I see no other reason why ..

I’ve been over this with my heart &&

I’ve been over this in my mind ..

Im sure this is it ..

Im sure this time .

<3

Avent

I feel like if you don't really think of anyone else from your past or those people who try’nd “holla” on the street , the main thing on your mind is him or her and what you can do to help y'all both .. thinking of a future together and relaying slick messages from parents and my daddy wanna meet ‘im ?

I think it might be somethin’ serious like I’ve been “in love” yes, but for some reason this time its different .. maybe its because we deal with the distance , and when we’re together the fact that we know how it truly feels to miss the other .. does it make it that much better? Maybe .

I hope the woman that matters most can see it .. maybe she wont .. i don't speak much .. and my emotions are no play toys .. i mean you either see it or you don't .. and never assume ..

[ that makes an ass of me and you . ]

But , this is just a vent ..

-take it serious or don't, who am I to tell you what you see ?

Statement .

I'm home now

sittn still for a while

i wanna turn back to the swimming pools and swings at night

but, until then ill send those text that say

GoodMorning .. GoodNight

and every day i awake i think of you

then I'm right back on my life and how the pieces go together

everyday,

questions like what imma eat next

from the outside lookin in you’d say I'm “doin it big”

but .. from those nosebleed seats

you honestly couldn't tell exactly what i was doin ..

correct .?

and if you could see why is everybody still asking questions regarding me ?

did you not just see it ?

you miss that part?

but wait .. the plot thickens

if you didn't see the movie how do you answer questions?

think about it :)