ThatFeeling pt.2

But as soon as you thought you knew.
You'd have no idea.
Until you follow your gut.
You'll find out for real.
If its real.
It might be. 
But with secrets.
Words untold to you with no real meaning.
When you learn.
It'll kill a piece inside.
But at the end it's your choice to decide.  
You may speak.
You may act.
You may just watch.
But whatever you do keep calm. 
Sanity is key.
Unless that was all you had.
If its all you have. 
You don't have much.
But for this one there's more.
There's more to the story.
There's more eyes watching.
More hearts crying. 
But at least your not broken.
At least your strong. 
If you've stayed once. 
You could forget. 
And do it again. 
But until then. 
The best is wished upon you.
Whatever you and life decide to do.

ThatFeeling

At first  it feels good.
Then it feels great.
Next thing you know it's all you can think about.
Every day if not every other you'd like to see.
Thing is its the company.
Maybe the words. 
Or just the entertainment.
Words of nothing.
Sayings of everything.
Some may last longer.
Many simply go away.
But it's the one that stays.
The one that stays.
You won't know till you feel like its just about over.
The one that stays.
How important.
Or critical this company is.
No longer is it an entertainment.
Because the one that stays..
Is the one you may need.
The one you may love.
This may be the one..
The one you'll learn to accept.
Simply because this is the one.
Next thing you know..
It's all about the one.
It should be about the two.
Though in this case you may only see the one.

Time

All this in so many hours
So many days 
Not so many minutes
Yu know they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Then why does it feel like I'm dead
Why does it feel like its me vs the world
Who have I become
In so many days 
These eyes have seen so many tears
In so much time
So much of me 
Or what I thought was me 
Has been waisted 
And there's a light at the end of most tunnels
Sometimes the grass is greener 
But from this stand point I can't see the light
Nd I'm not tall enough to see the grass
Right now I don't fell strong enough to continue on
I'm broken all the way down
So far 
If you knew me 
You would've never known
How hard I cry when I'm all alone
There's no one here
I get to scream
And make weird noises 
Just me and my Pom 
He sleeps under my feet
As I cry nd whine nd scream.