Experiance

When you begin to think about

"the love of your life"

You only see perfection

It's not until down the road

You see the different sides

Roller coaster fine yes I do admit

But it's worth it right ?

I mean seriously we all want to feel something for some one . We all have to experience so much , and learn shit in one way or another .

Some lessons come easy

Some come with scrapes and bruises

And many will come with pain and tears .

We all have our soft spots and we all have those people who know how to hit them just right , just enough to make you want to explode && crawl in a corner and hope you can just disappear .

How ever you deal with it you learn .

You experience . You grow . You change .

But at the end of the day is it worth it?

-I sure as hell hope so

LifeLessonsLearned

Fav. says life is a bitch ..

i believe its just been misunderstood .

all eyes have different views

&& each pair unique ..

its not rare to mistake or contradict..

in the same breath to understand is to know

if your thoughts never make it to those u feel did you ill

your heart will never be cleared of all the self inflicting scars

because all things are not easy to say doesn't mean they shouldn't be said

theres a way to say and do as you please, think first

choose wisely. everything isn't fair

but understanding is never possible without explanation

in some form or fashion

understanding is vital .. so is expression.

not expression in its self

expression in the correct direction

expression + explanation = understanding

Yea i agree with Fav. life is a bitch

but once you understand .

theres no reason to call names

Sayang

from the outside looking in you might say the same

from that sex to this .

not much changes , but when its you ..

the story just might .

whether its real or not.

but the risk of it even approaching

seems to be unreal

but how do you adapt to this new life

though adaptation you may not need

if its real you’ll know

but, be warned ..

not all things come naturally

this is not a lifestyle

but yet, its your identification

with identification comes patience

and risk taking with yourself

yourself, and whom ever you choose

be careful .. not all things come equally

you need u before you have us

anything is possible, trust its real ..

without you theres no us..

without us, theres no need for trust

lack of trust, leads to lust

what your identification once was..

like our skin tone in the sun, may change

or even begin to glow .

when its real you’ll know..

lust is to easy to let go .