Friday, March 18, 2011

Soliloquy


He aint mine so do i trip?
He aint mine therefor i dont have the right..
He aint mine so what do i do?
He aint mine so it really dont matter..
He aint mine and i aint his so can i do what i please?
He aint mine so i guess im free to do me..
He aint mine so why get mad?
He aint mine so he wont either..
Right.?
He aint mine but asks questions like he is.
He aint mine but i care.
I aint his but he says he does
I aint his but we talk more than me and most of my guy friends
I aint his but he says.. _ _ _
He aint mine and i do the same..

-So now that we have this understanding im not his and hes not mine but we care for eachother..
are we just friends?
are we more?
i guess you can say we use to be..
but clearly not anymore..
so, how am i posta feel?
ive felt this way before ..
and i had to wait, and wait , and now..
hes no longer in my life.. in that way n e more
still care hes homeboy n that wont change
we've gone our ways && thas just what it is

now back to he and i
will we only be friends?
should i ask?
should i already know?
do i look forward?
or do i look back,
walk away and say thanks for the ride..
i guess as of now just friends..
always && forever?
or just friends for forever?
&& not always,
maybe eventually more..
or less..
or none..?


-but im just venting-
&& ill stop here.